you do not need to read this.

i feel like a god damn bloody loser. capital L.
i hate it.
i hope something good would come soon.
o god.
i'm trying to make it happen because you can only count on yourself right.
but still.
i'm in a L for loser mood at the moment.
its hard to keep keeping your mood up when things aren't exactly flowing as you want them to.

plan. bahh. see. how they turned up.

k thanks for not listening.
bye. go read the happier post.