On those days...

In times when you feel unloved and unappreciated...

Pat yourself on the back, have a good shower and sleep. There's nothing you can do about what other people think but you can always make sure you don't end up doing things which might be a moment of glory but disgust yourself at the end.

It's ok if no one sees me. If I keep trying I will get there. Its a hard notion to keep up, but it makes sense on days.

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I have a sharp 6 sense, sometimes I feel vibes even before they become words.

And o. Don't bother deciphering, I'm just having one of those lacklustre days where I won't smile and tell you everything's fine because it is and always will be ultimately.

Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri to all of my Muslim friends!

So cute right!!

Credits to blogger Akiraceo.com

You can find the cutest reads there...go check Miao & WafuPafu out! :D

When Hari Raya comes it only means two things...(ok among the many other things which come with Hari Raya)

Good Food , Kueh Kueh & the Raya songs...

"Selamat Hari Raya~" & my favourite " balik Kampung...o.o.o Balik Kampung~"

i don't know what comes after that because that is really pretty much all i know of the song...heh.

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I have so much to say....but when i turned on my lappy and gotten comfortable to start writing...i lost all my inspiration!

it's as if someone were watching and decided to play a cruel joke and take away my inspiration to write..

*GASPS*

return me my inspiration you thief! 

just kidding. 

i hope.

August

It's August already?!


Where did the rest of the year zoomed by to?

They always say day to day passes by slowly...but the months just zoom past!

Have a Happy August Everyone! 

smell the roses. 

enjoy colourful lights :)

 and if you are in SG. Happy Birthday Singapore!



Make your August the best to be! 
be a nice human!
:D

Protective....?

Sent Mr Chai to the airport yesterday.....he is going to Europe for 5 months...5 months worth of fun!! Can you imagine?!

I also want! :( Castles.....yada yada amazing places in between which i don't remember...london...Harry potter...Switzerland! and more amazing places....* jealous already!* haha....

this was the polariod which only the birthday boy going away boy got to take away...

the rest of us just used our phones to instagram it...

:)

take care dude! don't need to tell you to have fun. it's a natural thing. haha...be safe. :)

We met on two consecutive days!

 the lemon tart thingy was omg so yummmmyyyyy!

On Sunday to celebrate Ming's birthday and on Monday to send Jh away. 

I usually am rather reluctant to go out and return home late on monday to thursday (weekdays) cause i'm so busy plus after being so busy all you want to do is just relax your mind for the next day...

but for people i'm close to...definitely. 

realised everytime a bugger goes overseas for sometime there would be at least a few representatives to send them off...

people who i less than 3  :))

I was most lucky to have a big group of buggers to send me off when i went to the states...hehe...

(though i rmbed i look lika cui max on that day -_-)

they say friends are like family you choose for yourself. 

true. 

i think friends are akeen to the second family that by fate i met and by love and determination keep with me. 

(hey. i mean you need to work hard to upkeep every kind of relationship right? even friend ship. :))

we met by fate but choosed to keep by each other's side. 

:)

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hee. 

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I have a habit which is to be very protective over anything which i consider as 'mine' even friends and family. 

i must always have the security of knowing they are safe and well to function properly...

i get really annoyed or worried in any case when i feel that people close to me are in danger and i can't reach them or can't help them....

yesterday i realised that my reaction is blatantly clear to everyone. hahaha!

and i don't bother to attempt to hide it. 

People always say i'm a nice person. 

nahhh...deh deh. wrong!

I'm a reflection of who i am facing...if you're nice to me. i'll be really nice back. 

but if you're going the other way, don't blame me for not being the poster child for politeness. 

bie's guy friend whom i didn't like for very good reasons (which i shall not even try to mention) suddenly decide to turn up (or so i presume)

whoops! the two daughters were trying to keep it a secret! haha...

if i had known more i and if it wasn't so late already i  would probably gone ahead and have a good chat.

because i know that my family deserves only the best. 

nothing less than that. 

scums are not allowed into the family. 

there's this very minor detail that usually nobody notices but i kinda practise...

i'm all into social media and all (duh. look at where i work)

but i won't add fb friends of just any new boyfriends/girlfriends of friends...unless i'm certain they are really going steady and most probably walking down the red carpet together....

it's a weird habit i guess...?

i'm weird like that. 

i put alot of effort when i make friends you see *defensive*

haha...

i know that by being this protective over my close friends it might make them uncomfortable or feel very loved ( i hope most of the time its the latter, not everyone has special treatment from me one hor. only if i treat you like family. hehe) for my family, i guess they take it for granted i'm like tt. haa!

but as my tweet puts it...

i'd rather i say something because i wanna be a real friend and say it for your good...rather than be all nice and smiley and regret one day i was nice but not nice enough....

sometimes i worry that it backfires and all...but then again...

i'd rather my buddy gets angry with me now then look back 10 years down and say why didn't you tell  me earlier?

but i'm glad...

we understand each other well enough...

<3 p="p">

..

but for that guy. 

i'm watching you. 

*stern hand signals my eye watching you hand signals*

...

hahahaa....i bet i sound like the scary mom that all boyfriends wouldn't dare to meet. 

lols...

generally the rule applies, if you're a nice person i'll like you and treat you nicely too. 

*big grinny smile*

shoot. 

now i sound like a psychopath. 

lol lols. 

i should stop.
...

i'll end off with a nice photo of gong cha from the celebration.
:)

there is something good in everyday

wow. 

this is really true. 

as simple as it is in a phrase but yea!

sometimes we get so tired of seeing the big picture as a whole we forgot to see the little finer things in life...

so sometimes when you get so stressed out in life stop and realise, 

that maybe you had an awesome lunch! or hey maybe the lady at the 5th floor gave you a great big smile today!

All the little things make us a little happier. 

:))

be appreciative of them!

Away We happend by Wong Fu Productions!

Been really really busy with work lately so I haven't been able to catch many dramas that i used to love to catch...but! catching Wongfu youtube videos is a must! One thing it's short enough for me to load with the youtube app on my iphone so i can catch it on the MRT on the way to work another is that...it's really addictive...:D *ok. i'm bias cause it's wong fu*


Today I'm gonna share one of their new mini series! :) Look out for episode 4! It's one of my fave! It was a shoot as you go video...they did a week by week shoot after every episode they took in comments into consideration to make the next episode...i feel it might have been a little stiff but to think they did it with so little time on the go and needing to take into consideration all the comments and all...i'm loving it!


Here you go!

It was done for AT&T a American phone line. 

I rmb using this line when we were there! 

heh. 

Here is the FB page for it. 

Catch it!

:))

and i also fell in love with David Choi's Song while watching this series!

now i'm on repeat for his whole song list. 

i've always loved his voice, but this song nailed it!

now officially he is in my list of favorite singers. 

Woohoo David! :)

the questions we dread...

At every stage and point in my life there would be a few questions that I would dread....of course every other day people would have questions they dislike or feel peeved about...I have those too...and also i have questions i dread and would like to just take my chance to skip it and run away if i have the chance to.

It's very easy to see when I feel uneasy with a question..my face would give everything away. I would like to act all normal, but i bet my face, tone and actions would chance spontaneously...


Just a few years back I remember dreading people asking me about getting a job..though I knew very well, i was getting there or would definitely get there if i tried hard enough it just feels like a blow everytime someone asked you it...it was fine at first and slowly you just want to say stop man. i'll let you know when i'm there....
but luckily i have a job i'm happy with at the moment...and if people knew me they would know that it was something i have been aimng to get in since poly days...so lucky me! yes, i think i kinda pestered my way in too...but...yea..its a mixture of both...hehe..

I remember another embarrassing everyday question that i almost really hated and really dread when i was much younger....
guess what...
I couldn't tell you what the 12 months was... i would miss a month or two..I could recite all the way till somewhere around july or august correctly...and end with november and december correctly and in between...it was mostly a hit and miss....

I only managed to confidently got it right when I was in Sec 4 i think?Wow. that bad huh! haha...but i can get it right now!!! :D hahahaha...nothing to be exactly proud about, but hey. At least i got it now! :P


And on friday i was asked a very awkward question by my manager...
She asked, "hey why doesn't have Sarah have any boyfriends ah?"
(there were 3 of us there...so it was kinda asking all 3 of us at the same time i guess,but more directed to me?)
and then it continued.
"Do boys hate you? or Do you hate boys?"

AWKWARD. 

O boy. here we go again. I mildly suspect that she suspects that I'm not straight? well actually, it's not the first time, and I don't really blame them actually. A gang of my poly mates met me beginning of the year and in a beat around the bush manner asked me if i had a girl friend....only because my fb dp was with my favourite coussie Foong who has really short hair....T-T

There. this was the picture. 

To avoid getting more speculations from god knows who i changed the dp to a new one....

even my bro at one period of time asked me if i had a boyfriend and I said no and then he asked if i have a girlfriend. wtf?(this was quite a few years back) i think now he just thinks i'm a loser which no one wants and will get left behind on the shelve. 

i don't really mind or care really. 

but nowadays it gets harder to ignore because everyone just keeps reminding you! 

I actually like my life and i'm really not the kind of person who will just do what everyone does just because everyone is doing it. 

Everyone says go look for a boyfriend. 

erm. excuse me?

Do i just go "look" for one in a shopping centre or approach one on the road and say hey you there! let's just date and be my boyfriend ya?

You can say i'm stubborn, but if I don't feel comfortable or can't feel or see or if my irrational point of view doesn't just tell me to go with it..I really do not want to waste anybody's time

On it's own i don't feel i have enough time for everybody and myself, I wouldn't want to make trouble out of nothing just because....

that being said...i love making friends and of course I'm not going to be a nun...

if someone comes along the way i'll definitely go yay:)

who know's maybe i'll be like Cheesie? haha...

and yesh. i do not hate boys. 

i have alot of gay and lesbian friends and am totally fine with that culture, but i'm quite sure I would like my date with my kind of Wes , Nicky or  Ashin one day..

haha

Xp

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I'm really bad with making decisions so if i can i try to avoid it...

and one thing about me, if i decide to take in anything, people or things I treat it as my baby and am very protective of it...so it's hard for me to decide which is "better?"

yesh. that's why i don't settle down easily i guess too?

because if i decide on something, i am determined to make it work so i really take some time and effort to let myself discover....i'm not looking for the 'best' because i have no idea what is the best...but the best kind of person to click with me, i think that would be awesome. 

you know how everyone likes to say, if you got a problem, i'll be there for you?

how many people actually really mean it and after that how many can actually really do it...

sometimes we know people mean it..but they can't execute it...not on purpose of course..

(i bet some of you are saying, a boyfriend would solve that problem!zzz. thanks ah. till i get one..)

I wanted to talk to someone about it (the decision making, not the boy problem. lols) this weekend...but i couldn't find anyone. 

wah piang. sound like yi ge sad. 

when people need me I try to be there..no i'm not saying i'm nice..just i would like to feel likewise too..of course i fallback for some too...

but when I stretch out my hand which is not very often and to not many people i realise no one was there to take it. 

but then again. it's no one fault. 

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i wrote this in mind that it was supposed to be funny, 

but i have no idea..whey it became all sappy in the end...

i shall end it with a happier picture. 

yesh. see. this is my dream double date happening. 

HAHAHAHA. 

hi Wes! :)) hi Phil! hi Ann nee! :D

Have a good week ahead!