it was kind of sad.

i woke up bright and early this morning with my eyes half awake to skype back with my buddies back home, i've been excited about it for the longest time. but they say the bigger the anticipation the greater the dissapointment.

i'm having 16 hour difference in time zone, i slept at 3 due to all the planning and chaos. and wanted to call them using the land line but the stupid phone card just wouldn't work. fish. then i thought i'll just add the skype name first and then can wait for it later, then i went to set alarm to my 6am their 10pm...but i guess my body is just so freaking tired i didn't hear the damn alarm went off until about 7plus and then i logged in and saw not online yet? half eye open i just stared at the skype name hoping it'll work some magic. in bed half an eye open. that was how bad. haa. still very hopeful. falling in and out of doze. eh 8plus, no body? go fb to check msg...realise it was suppose to use another account....and also realised everyone went home already.

ok. my heart just sank. stupid land line.fish.why did you have to give up on me. stupid time zone. and i guess its just my lack of sleep and missing my buggers and not getting to talk to them even after trying to get up so hard, it all makes me feel so low at the moment. :( plus looking at the picture seeing what i miss. ok damn. its not home sick, its hmm, missing out your best friends sick. if anyone ever understands. :'( mix it with a dash of dissapointment. and to top it off, i woke up from a unhappy dream. ahh.shoot.

everyone's still dead asleep i guess i should too. have to wake up happier later.

i miss my buggers, it killed me that i didn't get to speak to them.

buggers, you can't imagine how sad i was when i couldn't get you all. missing you guys loads. sending lotsa love.maybe you guys dont miss me as much cause all of you are there but i miss you all the size of freaking USA. that big. :) and bigger.

hohoho! Merry Xmas!

MERRY CHRITSMAS TO YOU, YOU, YOU and U!

May you be with your loved ones and make merry!
:)
sometimes all you need is just a little excuse to get together and celebrate, who cares what occasion it is. as long as everyone is happy!
^-^
Missing all!
Take care!
sending out my love to all!
catch!
jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the waaayyy~
hohohohoho.

阿信 Happy Birthday!

Ashin Ashin! Happy Birthday to you from the states!:)

ni yao kuai le o!:)

(can't type chinese. no chinese program. haha)

so far away

being so far away from home makes you miss home.
but luckily i'm not the whiny sort which will cry buckets, all i need is some good mayday or familiar songs and running through the photos on my handphone.
i guess everything wouldn't be so bad as in making me feel more homesick if tempers werent as high.

i guess everyone is a little flustered and a little home sick or sorts and tempers fly, misunderstandings happen, conflicts occus. Ok, though i'm not stuck or in the center of it i guess people who knows me understand how horrible i feel if i see bad stuff going around me.

I grew up in people and friends with lotsa lotsa love. I guess band helped alot too, we kinda learnt to accept each others flaws and laugh about it and all my buddies seem to just gel we don't get into hot temper controversies much i guess. it kinda puts me at a lost when i see all these going on sometimes.

I hope all will go well from here.

Other than that, i'm good people.
Love to you all back home.
Don't worry! I'm always blur and cheery! Alls Well will go Well!:DD

Loves.
and be a nice human.

will try to post my photos up soon, if i can!:))

ps: posting from lobby, so no pictures to show.

What else can your freezer do?

pre posted. an auntie edition. good useful tips! heh heh. :P Hope all of you are well! sending love!:)

Your freezer can also....

• Eliminate unpopped popcorn!

Eliminate the popcorn duds by keeping your unpopped supply in the freezer.

• Extend candle lifePlace candles in the freezer for at least two hours before burning.

They will last longer.

• Unstick photosPicture this: Water spills on a batch of photographs, causing them to stick together. If you pull them apart, your pictures will be ruined. Don't be so hasty.

Stick them in the freezer for about 20 minutes. Then use a butter knife to gingerly separate the photos. If they don't come free, place them back in the freezer. This works for envelopes and stamps too.

• Clean a pot Your favorite pot has been left on the stove too long, and now you've got a burned-on mess to clean up.

Place the pot in the freezer for a couple of hours. When the burned food becomes frozen, it will be easier to remove.

• Remove odorsGot a musty-smelling book or a plastic container with a fish odor?

Place them in the freezer overnight. By morning they'll be fresh again. This works with almost any other small item that has a bad smell you want to get rid of.

i found this here and thought it would be awesome to share. Hope if you try any of these it will work!:D

sending loves.

lilalien will be away for awhile...

lilalienations: if you see post after the date i fly its probably ones i've pre-posted or maybe i'll get really lucky and get to post from where i am. *fingers cross* luck be with me!:D
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for those who popby randomly from time to time, just in case you wonder why the post will dwindle in post in the coming month, its cause i'll be away for awhile....yeap yeaps. :)

Hope whoever you are out there, do take care and be happy!:D
and be kind to humans:p
loves.
and i love this. from someone's tumblr.
go as if you own the place.
*with pride. rahhs.

pre flight random voices.

flying soon.
dad thought i was flying tomorrow and realised in time i wasnt
weather's going to be cold. i hope not freezing.
didn't buy the pull and bear coat. feeling cheapskate. lols.
o weather please be kind to us k?
i hate feeling jittery.
it's not like i'm going long anyway
i want to bring everything including my beloved smelly pillow into the luggage. (don't ask me, mom said so. i'm sure*10 it isnt. *pride XD)
why do i always have pre-jitters before i do anything or go anywhere. literally.even if i'm travelling in sing. since young. i need hynotism to make it go away. haa.
let everything proceed on smoothly.

let all my love ones be taken good care of and feeling happy so i'll be happy free of worries for everyone. :)

and as for me, nothing to be worried about, i'm good at taking care of me. i don't like to, and won't do it unless i need to. so i'm the sort of independent only when needed kind. haa. i won't get get con-cheated to be sold off or stuff. :P

Take care you guys.
loves.
be kind to humans and animals for that matter.
:)