to our dearest orange.

Jiraporn aka our orangey! is sick. poor thing. :( she was admitted into hospital yesterday.

So, it goes like this, i was waiting for my fyp team mates at the agora hall since everyone was late i played around with my msges...huiling walked passed me without noticing me, so i took my phone out to msg her...just after i finish the msg luke came. And then suddenly i got the sms from orange. She said she was admitted in sgh. Gave me a shock sia.

Had to leave my team mates early to go visit her...*orange. u feel honored or not?heh* * sorry my hula girls. i'm glad ur understanding people. love u guys n gal. muacks* i realised we were just filming a scene there that day and today i acc have to go all the way there to really visit the hospital...i hate hospitals....:(

Thus left earlier to meet huiling and go together to outram...yeapx. and she passed me what jy had made for us...a very super duper lovely butterfly earring...i like! JY. thank u! i will treasure it! :D

Looks nice right?

this photos does not do any justice to how cute it looks in real life. ;)

Yeapx...the mrt ride was long...but when ur with a friend talking and listening to music and stuff..time flies by real fast...the next thing we knew it we were walking to SGH. its so different @ outram park when its peak hour and non peak hour!! (non peak hour= number of people there can be counted on ur left hand. peak hour...rushing water..)

So yeapx we wrote on a get well soon card to orange...super cute one...but ok. maybe our handwriting and drawings not very cute... acc..its my handwriting and drawing CMI only. but o well. its the thought that counts! =) we put down all stuff at hand to go visit our darrrling dearest! :)

the poor girl had so high fever....i see le also xin tong...:( i pray to the gods, may she get well soon. like real soon. :) pls.

after visiting orange, jy, fishy and me went down to chinatown for dinner...eat char kway tiao and ah balling tang yuan! :) so late le. kana nag...haha..but i was very happy to see huiiling and jy...haven't seen them for some time..esp jy...so Yay! =) after so many bad stuff have one happy thing! :))) ate nice food. being with nice people. and we talked about after i am less busy and everyone else is less busy and when our orangey is well, we shall go sing K at some store we saw there...haha....=) yes. im looking forward to it. though i dun really sing. but going there with them is fun!

yay. it wasn't that bad a day. but still....i hope our dearest jiraporn aka orangey will get well soon...asap...go away you evil disgusting bacteria or what not..stop pestering my friend! shoo!

this were the two pics huiling and i took on the way to sgh. we wanted to take more...until we realised the auntie opp us staring at us as if we total nutcase. hahaha....so we stopped there...
*ps notice the lovely earring jy made for me and huiling!

Orange!
祝你早日康复!! :)

ask them to shut up.

again. this is a rant. and today was a bad day. totally. i don't feel like going into details.maybe next time. but then again. i don't think anyone is interested anyway. haa. im writing for my own pleasure? maybe its just pms? or maybe it just can't get any worse.
everyone can like so totally. SKIP this post. thnx. =)
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我不爽。 我难过。我讨厌被别人看不起。 我气。我怒。我想我累了。
我想哭。不对， 是哭过了。
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usually i'm not the sort to say this. i'm loyal to my stuff and old school. usually i love my school. but today. i think i feel like saying this. rp. you suck. start thinking about the students. like now. you are acting just like the new guy at mars.
lack of warmth. boo to u.
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but i think for every 10 bad things you meet. there would be bound to be a good one in the way. oncoming. im waiting for mine.....！ god...are you reading my mind when i'm saying this...? :P im in need for a super happy duper stuff to happen. like now. and maybe let it go on n on n on...pls? =))
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i guess i need a little of nobuta pawa! i must learn from nobuta. if you peeps out there have seen the jdorama nobuta wo produce you would understand what im talking about here. I　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉ　ｗｏｕｌｄ　ｂｅ　ｐｏｓｔｉｎｇ　ａ　ｌｉｔｔｌｅ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｕｐ　ｏｎ　ｉｔ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉｍ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｆｒｅｅ．　Ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｍｅａｎｔｉｍｅ．．．ｉｆ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｆｒｅｅ．．ｇｏ　ｃｈｅｃｋ　ｏｕｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｈｏｗ．　Ｉ　ｓｔｒｏｎｇｌｙ　ｒｅｃｏｍｍｅｎｄ　ｉｔ．　：）

Ｍａｙｂｅ　ｙｏｕ　ｍｉｇｈｔ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｒｅａｄ　ｕｐ　ｈｅｒｅ？　
ｏｒ
ｈｅｒｅ？

Ｙａｙ！Ｎｏｂｕｔａ　ｐａｗａ！

Ｔｈｉｓ　ｉｓ　ａｌｓｏ　ａｎｏｔｈｅｒ　ｏｌｄ　ｊｄｏｒａｍａ．　Ｎｉｃｅ　ｎｉｃｅ．　ｉ　ｌｉｋｅ．ｃａｕｓｅ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｍａｉｎ　ｌｅａｄ　ｔｏｏ．　：Ｐ
Ｂｕｔ　ｎｉｃｅ．　ｙｅａ．

加油！　加油！加油！加油！加油加油加油！加油！加油！加油加油加油！加油！加油！加油！

Ｇｏｏｄ　ｌｕｃｋ　ｔｏ　ｕｓ　ａｌｌ．　
Ｔａｋｅ　ｃａｒｅ　ｐｅｅｐｓ！　ｌｏｖｅ．　：）

4M1's gathering piccys! :)

Our star of the day. Mrs Peter Poonam.
4M1 celebrated with her a gathering before she flew off to Darwin.
To such a great teacher we had, lets wish her all the best.
And to all my classmates, all the best too!
May we all be happy people!
*clap clap claps :)))

Sometimes. its the simple things in life that we enjoy the most. A simple gesture.
A simple smile.

Maybe it might be my wishful thinking. but i think. 4m1. just by showing up we made her day. :)Seems like some sort of illegal gathering is happening here? :P

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Time to take out your cameras (old, new, digital, SLR, good, bad, fast/slow shutter, heck. if its a cam. its time to camwhore ?! XP)

class beaus. =)

class hunks? X)
Seems like a scene from F4 doesn't it? :P

and of course. how can i miss this out? hee..:P
my lovely sis n me!

fred with ting, and me~ ^-^

Musketeer shots.

One for all...
And all for one. :)

Last. but. never the least.

4M1
forever.

Smiles can never come any brighter.

Yay...finally finally..I am here with the gathering photos....haha...seems like quite a long time ago...nvm...its good to refresh one's memories this way...:D

more than meets the eye.

Elf sent me this to watch earlier on....with all the robots in disguise fever....this cosplay comes in the correct time...haha..=)

band fiesta.

lil alienations: i'm :( today....mum and bro flew to Kuching....I'm like sooo wanting to go. I'm feeling low now...i need some r n r time...some real one...boooo...but im stuck here. and nothing seems to be turning out right. when it can't seem any worst. surprises always like to pop up to make life more suckier. :( hmphx. i use to like sch. but somedays now i wake up needing to drag myself to sch...haiyo. how can like that?! im saying this to myself. imagine that. I need a little more sunshine and smiles. okok. maybe after seeing all my bandies yest. was a lil up up :) hope. the month will only get better! :) grumbles. over and out.
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Yesterday was band fiesta day...Went down to support MSL! Yea...:D they did good...of course! ;)

Was soooo happy to see so many of them...of course my band family and the lil kids....alamak! they all have grown so tall and handsome and pretty! :) ahh...saded..can't put up the photos...my bro took them....I pray hard he didnt delete them man....*prays real real hard* if not i might just pass on. XP

MSL band peeps are still my numero uno love...my bandie family...my juniors...all cute and grown up....:)

Shall post up the pictures here if *prays hard* it doesn't get accidentally deleted...:P

yesterday had a long chat with rek...haven't done that in the longest times...so yesterday was a happy day. met. meng meng kor though din get to talk much. hmphx. but nvm manage to pass him his early pressie;) and took photo!....yea..and talked to ah fooo and gwean and cpc alot...long time havent chatted with my beloved junior ah foo...glad that all my beloves are nice and well....:D

rek...im so glad we had a chit chat yest...we should do that more...darn time...don't give us too much chance to meet up...haha...but it's okie...because you guys are my besties my family always!:) Muacks! O yes. and to my sis ting who had to miss the action because of the sore throat....hope it has gotten well already! =)

Take care peeps...loves~

Yes yes! more new Updated pics. Courtersy of ah foo :)

ah foo! my pride and joy flutey first junior! hah!

my beloved flutey juniors! =))

we're at the botanic gardens!

pioneers and seniors and mrs lee. the founders of MSL Concert band! :D

Ham Ham n Taro

Presenting the latest two additions to the Lim family...Taro Lim and Lim Ham-Ham!:)
They are dwarf hamsters given by my mum's friends...their about 5 weeks old now if im not wrong...they were brought to my home when they were just 3 weeks old...

Sometimes they are super playful and active, other times, they love to do what i do best...Sleep!









I realised, trying to get a decent picture of my hammies using my hp is like super difficult....shall try harder to get better ones next time...haa...

this is just a short post to say hi to everyone!:) wishing everyone the best of health. take care dudes and dudettes~ loves.

so unpredictable...

short alienations: had those weekend combo sickness...that means on friday i had sore throat since morning, then flu then fever....sheesh..what a combo to had...but amazingly! i could drag myself to go for reunion dinner and shoots for the next day too! :D by the time i went home i was totally out of energy and rotting...haha...apologies to Orange for not turning up to ur party, I was really down and out. After taking some of mum's doc med. I KO and slept from 11pm ( the earliest i have slept in months) till 11am. 12hours! today im much better! yay!

bottom line. Sleep and rest is important. :))
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Recently I heard on the news that Chris Beniot ( i think its spelt this way) the WWE wrestler died in his own home and its said to be a murder and he even killed his wife and child and committed suicide. Even though I don't watch wrestling and not a big fan of WWE, I still feel very sad and disturbed by this kind of news. Out there, millions of people are fighting to survive and here you are throwing away yours. :((

And just a few days ago on radio i heard the dj talking about the SuperBand guy Ishi from Soul. She didn't directly said what happend, but the tone of her voice told me it wasn't something pleasant. ( As I haven't had time to see the news the day before thus i didn't know what had happend) She played a song and asked the listeners to pay attention to the lyrics, to want to understand what was going on, i listened and done as told.

If i'm not wrong, its a song by the local singer, Joi chua, the starting meaning goes something like
this....you are like a butterfly, flying away from our world....

And from this one sentence I deduced that something must have happened bad to Ishi. And later on that day I gotten some confirmation from some friends he had died. And speculations are he died of suicide. More speculations are he died because of love. All this are yet to be confirmed by the police....but still...its real sad man. I wasn't a great supporter of Soul, i liked Milubing more, but I always thought their dances were super sleek. And it was almost always choreographed by that guy.

A young handsome guy. Cool dancer, choreographer, With a bright future. Wasted.

this were some of the words taken from one of the project superstar finalist:

Carrie Yeo, the first female runner-up, even more devastating news for us.

“He was an emotional person; someone said he had mood swings easily and became depressed sometimes. I even heard that the night he died, his MSN had a message: ‘Goodbye to all of you’. I think, if someone had shown him some concern and consolation then, this might not have happened. No matter how tough life is, one still shouldn’t commit suicide.”

http://u.mediacorptv.com/story.aspx?Editorial_ID=576&SubCategoryID=19

Superband Soul. Extreme left. Ishi.

The words through the threads and forums of this news make me think. It is always portrayed to be that Ishi is a very fun loving, jovial, joker and always sunshine kinda person. But in one of the threads someone did that he is also one who keeps his problems to himself...Maybe the happy jokery side that many see is just one his many sides, not to say that he pretends to be someone, its just that humans are born with many sides in us.

So sometimes even though some of us or our friends are known as the forever sunshine kind, don't leave them alone, for one day, their sun might not be shining very brightly and they need your help. One hug, one shoulder, one pat, one conversation, one encouragement can go a loong long way. I believe so. Yes, it might not solve the problem, but at least it gives the other party some courage to go down the path, at least they know they are not alone.

I also don't believe in saying, "Don't cry, how old already still cry, so shameful." Nah. I think thats bull, when you want to cry and need to cry, go ahead and let it flow. guy or girl. nothing shameful to it. its a stress reliever.

Crying and crying over spilt milk is another issue altogether though.

So the next time if you need to cry to let all the 'harmful toxins' out, just let it flow, one will feel better! :) and to my dear friends, my shoulders and ears can be lent to you for free always. :)

Ishi. man. May you rest in peace. Hope your after life would be a more pleasant one.

ishi(in black) helped choreographed pss2 mv dance steps.

Life is fragile. Life is precious. Don't waste it on someone or something. There are so many much more deserving people out there who is waiting to be love or waiting to give out their love. Ur family your friends. Remember they will always be there to love you. :)

thats all for today. Take care folks. ill try post the reunion dinner up in the next few post.=)