bottom line. Sleep and rest is important. :))
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Recently I heard on the news that Chris Beniot ( i think its spelt this way) the WWE wrestler died in his own home and its said to be a murder and he even killed his wife and child and committed suicide. Even though I don't watch wrestling and not a big fan of WWE, I still feel very sad and disturbed by this kind of news. Out there, millions of people are fighting to survive and here you are throwing away yours. :((
And just a few days ago on radio i heard the dj talking about the SuperBand guy Ishi from Soul. She didn't directly said what happend, but the tone of her voice told me it wasn't something pleasant. ( As I haven't had time to see the news the day before thus i didn't know what had happend) She played a song and asked the listeners to pay attention to the lyrics, to want to understand what was going on, i listened and done as told.
If i'm not wrong, its a song by the local singer, Joi chua, the starting meaning goes something like
this....you are like a butterfly, flying away from our world....
And from this one sentence I deduced that something must have happened bad to Ishi. And later on that day I gotten some confirmation from some friends he had died. And speculations are he died of suicide. More speculations are he died because of love. All this are yet to be confirmed by the police....but still...its real sad man. I wasn't a great supporter of Soul, i liked Milubing more, but I always thought their dances were super sleek. And it was almost always choreographed by that guy.
A young handsome guy. Cool dancer, choreographer, With a bright future. Wasted.
this were some of the words taken from one of the project superstar finalist:
Carrie Yeo, the first female runner-up, even more devastating news for us.
“He was an emotional person; someone said he had mood swings easily and became depressed sometimes. I even heard that the night he died, his MSN had a message: ‘Goodbye to all of you’. I think, if someone had shown him some concern and consolation then, this might not have happened. No matter how tough life is, one still shouldn’t commit suicide.”
Superband Soul. Extreme left. Ishi.The words through the threads and forums of this news make me think. It is always portrayed to be that Ishi is a very fun loving, jovial, joker and always sunshine kinda person. But in one of the threads someone did that he is also one who keeps his problems to himself...Maybe the happy jokery side that many see is just one his many sides, not to say that he pretends to be someone, its just that humans are born with many sides in us.
So sometimes even though some of us or our friends are known as the forever sunshine kind, don't leave them alone, for one day, their sun might not be shining very brightly and they need your help. One hug, one shoulder, one pat, one conversation, one encouragement can go a loong long way. I believe so. Yes, it might not solve the problem, but at least it gives the other party some courage to go down the path, at least they know they are not alone.
I also don't believe in saying, "Don't cry, how old already still cry, so shameful." Nah. I think thats bull, when you want to cry and need to cry, go ahead and let it flow. guy or girl. nothing shameful to it. its a stress reliever.
Crying and crying over spilt milk is another issue altogether though.
So the next time if you need to cry to let all the 'harmful toxins' out, just let it flow, one will feel better! :) and to my dear friends, my shoulders and ears can be lent to you for free always. :)
Ishi. man. May you rest in peace. Hope your after life would be a more pleasant one.
ishi(in black) helped choreographed pss2 mv dance steps. Life is fragile. Life is precious. Don't waste it on someone or something. There are so many much more deserving people out there who is waiting to be love or waiting to give out their love. Ur family your friends. Remember they will always be there to love you. :)
thats all for today. Take care folks. ill try post the reunion dinner up in the next few post.=)
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