cute lil fur balls.

say awwww.

:)

i know right.
how cute can they get?
i'll show you furballs of my own soon.
pepsi cola lim
:)
heh
:p

Thank you hamham. good bye.

Ham Ham.
Goodbye.
Thank you for your accompaniment this 2 1/2 years.
You were a good boy.

I loved the way how you always were so quick to react when i came by because you smart little old man would know yummy food is coming. You would always look up at me like a adoring little boy with those sparkly ears as though saying..food? is that food i hear? you don't have any...? nooo...pls bring me more yummy food..

This morning i woke up, to see the sparkle gone...all i could see was your suffering. I didn't know what more i could do. You were collapsed in that corner, your eyes open, but i'm sure you couldnt see much. All you could do was breathe very hardly, i could see you were suffering you were going. I sat there helplessly crying away,looking at you,stoking only able to say it's ok, you can go now,you shouldn't be suffering here, let go, its ok, you have been a good boy.

I was supposed to go out, but i know you wouldn't be able to make it till i came back. I didn't want to leave you passed on all alone at home...And i guess, after awhile, you gotten my words and let go. Probably it was a good thing, to see you suffering, i felt so horrible. I pushed back my meeting(thank you jin n fang for waiting) and gave you a final goodbye...

It feels kinda saddening, but then again, you won't be in pain anymore. You would be in a better place or carry on to your next life. Be a good human yes? :) i'm sure you would be hamham...

I sat on the mrt and while walking home i suddenly realise that when i come home i would have nobody to sayang nobody to scream hamham, rascal,momo or taro i'm home....:( for a minute there, i was :(
but i should change my thinking, you guys shared some awesome cute-ness time with it. It's time to spread more joy around. And maybe you all would find more adventure somewhere else. :)
maybe someday when i'm much older i might see you in your next life. :)
be a good human or good pet or good whatever you might become.
have a good next adventure. :)
loves.
thankyou.

the many faces of my 小胖子 hamham. :)

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it's good to be around buddies when your sad. Thanks my covcovs and thanks my flautistgirls. :)

byebye little rascal

lilalienations: while i was watching the mj memorial tribute i teared and cried quarter of the time.byebye mj. may you next life treat you well, and may your kids have the normal childhood you yearn for them.
this morning when i wake up i cried to see my baby hamster (he's not a baby, he quite old in hamster years actually. hamster grandpa age) not moving. :( im such a crybaby.
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Byebye rascal. go find your next adventure!:) may it be a great one!

when all your brothers and sisters were busy huddling together at a corner...

you were busy exploring the world even before you could open your eyes...

and you grew up loving to hide behind that wheel falling asleep...
yesh. you were a little rascal, naughty but as cute as always.
you were my little rascal.:)

may your next life treat you well.
be a good human or animal ya..:)
loves.
byebye.

90 year old hammie. :)

If this calculator for hamster age using human years is accurate enough my papa hamster would be in his 90's already.....wow. His son rascal and momo (which recently went to heaven, mum*off topic* my mom was saying hamster die, cry so hard already, like that how to own a dog? ehhh...different ok. my beloved animal move on 3 years or 13 years with me i will also cry like no tomorrow one. i'm a crybaby, i admit. lol.*end.back to topic*) are just 3 months younger...so all my hamhams are so old!:)Wow! Hammie boy, your a old old grandpa in hamster years.
But your still so so so cute.

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Hamie and Rascal are noticebly growing older, more sleeping time *they sleep loads even when they were not old anyway. :P* Slower reflexes. And growing big lumps. :(
But i hope they'll stay with me. :)
jia you.
And i realised today that you can really notice when a hamster is happy or sad, i moved rascal to a new cage when momo died, a smaller one. I notice he became a lot more solemn, either he missed momo or he was wondering "why in the world did i move from a bungalow into a HDB flat?! ^&*%" haha....

Today i shifted him back...o wow. i could almost see him smiling and jumping for joy. *hmm. how was that?* back to the bungalow for rascal.
Remember to love your little family members~
wootx.
:)

byebye my dear boy.

They don't judge you. They can't be bothered if you look fugly or if your hair looks like its from dumps. They're happy if their well fed and played with and being loved, if their unhappy they'll let you know with a little bite, never too complicated like human beings can be sometimes....
yes. who said tiny animals with tiny brains are stupid? i think they are adorable and very innocent. :)

I'm such a crybaby. I can't help it.....I don't like my things to be taken away from me.....so selfish. yea. maybe. but things which have been with me over time i grow to be very sentimental with them even if it may be just another thing to someone else....not to mention my precious baby boy momo....:(((((( i knew he was sick. i knew from past experience of taro to be ready, but really, how ready can i be.

rest in peace momo.

love you loads.
you were a good boy.
Hope your next life would be good.
take care.
you are o-so very cute. :)
byebye.

byebye taro girl. meme misses you.

2 happy things . 1 terribly upsetting event. funny. why does the former not be able to outweigh the latter?

Why do i still feel sad. many things to think about, i can escape. but this morning, my baby taro girl moved on. as much as i can cry and feel sad, i think its a good thing, as she has been suffering as a sick old ladyhamsters. Their life span is just about that short.

I never thought i would cry or feel sad, alas, i'm not as strong as i think.
I hate to build up a relationship with anything, anybody just to have it taken away. that's why at times being anti social is nice. but not so nice.

oddly suddenly ahshin's lyrics "你的笑只是你穿的保護色" appear in my head. i must be feeling emo.

When i was out with the girls i was happy. :) then new low when i saw the last song's mv...about ella and her pug 'chiang chiang'.....ahh....reminded me of my taro girl. :( is this what yin and yang is about? opposites must always appear? -_-'

She flew up to a better place and yes. i believe she will reborn to be a better person. :) rest in peace taro girl. meme loves you. byebye. waves.
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